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Falling Apart

Flipping through the pages of life,
All I find the chapters written on knife.
Walking through the edge, I am bleeding,
But with a belief in my heart, I am healing,
With growing wings I decided to restart,
But in every single step I am just piercing my heart,
Now with all my heart I am waiting for tomorrow,
With a belief that it will be free from sorrow,
But walking with this broken heart,
I am just falling apart.
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Posted by on August 19, 2011 in Poems

 

ED

I still remember,
Those pair of beautiful eyes,
Dark n deep,
Cute n sweet,
Peeping 4m the door.
With a spotted nose,
N tongue colored with rose,
Ears like d wings of an angel,
Who is finally back 4m d hell,
Clubbed all over in mud.
“That was my baby ED”
After a shower,
Sprinkling mud powder,
All over his body,
Was his favorite key,
To vex me.
Wagging his tail,
With tooth and nail,
Up and down,
Like a cute clown,
From dusk till dawn.
His innocence at its best,
Was keeping his head on my chest,
For safe n sound rest,
His soft n tender touch,
Still I love him so much.
One day I got my call letter,
Reluctantly in it got fetter,
Our hearts got way,
Coz I had to go away,
On to my way.
He was sad,
For a week,
Nothing he had,
He turned weak,
Then he took a French leave.
At the throes of his death,
Till his last breath,
He missed me,
He wished me,
But we were separated by d sea.
I struck dumb,
I came to know that,
After a month,
I stood in need of him,
Wished it to be a dream.
It is hard to go down,
I am missing my clown,
M searching him all around,
Have tears in my eyes,
Through this pain I can’t rise.
Heart feels the pain,
Can’t stop my eyes rain,
Don’t know whom to blame,
Just longing to feel him,
In my arms.
He is with me,
Left n right,
Far n near,
Length n breadth,
N he will remain in my heart,
Till my very last breath..
 
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COLLEGE LIFE

When I enter the college of engineering,
My heart beat started pounding trin-trin.
A fresh move to the new world,
With few more problems and struggles,
An unmarked part of life to open,
Four years that I have to spend.
Eyes overflowing with tears,
I cross the threshold to my class,
Happiness blown up and got blast,
Morning till delayed night,
Scolding was in our diet.
Teachers clearing up the rules,
Senior being too cruel,
Saying “we will get u on track”,
Wish us without an eye contact.
On stage high jinks on us,
Life has become all mess.
We were like the criminal of jail,
Imprisonment without bail,
From college to the hostel,
Unable to splinter this tough shell,
Then point in time passed by,
With little moments we enjoyed.
Latter on us analysed,
Discipline is a noteworthy part of life.
Which our teachers n seniors,
Made us realized…
🙂
 
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Posted by on August 19, 2011 in Poems

 

Feelings

Was on my ground,
Paternal acres bound.
Enjoying my stay at home,
Mid pleasure and places, I roam
In mom’s arms I nestled,
As after months
Dew drops on the rose petals.
Was living in my dreams,
Like Birds resting on trees.
In my small nest,
My Life was at its best…
Then, One day a message
Flashed on my mobile screen,
From the sea and the stream,
“I know u well
As intense as the rose smell”
My mobile ring….
One by one like pearls on a string.
To bring me into light,
To break my night,
To make me know,
The way to my soul,
“U has a heart as soft,
A heart as kind,
A heart as sound and free,
In this world the heart so true,
That heart I see in u”…
U r rude to guys,
Coz u r not plays toys.
Ur self confidence…
People think is your arrogance.
“The fame is what u have taken
The character u give
When to this u awaken
Then u will begin to live “.
Life turned so blue,
My perception turned new,
Describing the other side of me,
Which till now I never see,
U said so pure and sweet,
I cried for those words to repeat.
But I never wanted to fell,
The reason I couldn’t tell.
I tried to make my heart hate,
Those blue eyes,
But was over ruled by our fate,
And couldn’t stop my emotions to rise,
I tried to shut him out of d door,
To feeling I felt is not pure,
But love and he had the wit to win,
He drew a circle that took me in.
In your sight, I saw the light,
On your chest, I took a peaceful rest,
But I was hard and cold,
So, our friendship started to fold,
Things started to change,
Now once again we turned strange.
This pain is not erasable,
No light but rather Darkness visible.
 
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Bring Back To Life

Each time when I break that sensitive string,
And it’s hard for me to collect your feelings.
All I desire to hold you close and tight,
To make sure, that you feel alright.
Each time when I try to get apart,
I know what you feel down in your heart.
But Sweetu “To live up my life in true,
I really want to be with you”.
When you are not around,
I crave for your sweet sound,
Crave for that same tide
Growing feeling that I don’t want to hide.
My soul wants to smile,
If possible then just for a while,
I want to make sure that you are all mine,
Before the nightfall I want to see that sun shine.
May be I will never be able to bear out,
What my heart wants to shrill shout,
That I wish to have your tears in my eye,
And I promise, “My love for you will never die”.
But when my soul gets wet in the heavens rain,
All i want my feelings for you to get drain.
With my emotions so strange,
All I wish for our feelings to get change.
 
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HEARTRENDING

Was on ma way home,
With ma love rome,
Hands in hands,
With kisses and romance,
Partially intoxicated,
Totally unconscious in love.
He held ma hand,
And took me in his arms,
He kissed ma lips,
Then a bit deep.
We took a romantic turn,
Being in love was fun,
He was so close to me.
That no one else, i cud see.
Then my trust broke,
Got a heart breaking stroke,
Heard laughing sound,
Around us three men i found.
His love took an erotic turn,
I pushed him back,
I tried n tried,
I cried n cried.
Then they held me tight,
Stretched my hands,
And one by one,
Enjoyed the game of leisure,
The fun of pleasure.
I yelled, i cried,
I shrieked n died,
But no one out there,
Could hear my voice.
My soul cried,
My tears dried,
My heart cried,
My love for him died.
I took my clothes on,
And step out,
With a thought where to go,
I took a way home.
Tried to hide everything,
But there was something,
When my medical report came,
I realised my life is not the same.
Couldn’t face ma parents eye,
I choose to leave this life and die.
 
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Posted by on August 19, 2011 in Poems

 

COME BACK

When someone exceptional gets apart,
It leaves an unfilled place in your heart.
It’s like building a “house of sand”,
Collecting thoughts through your hand,
But if it goes off with the waves of an ocean,
Will you be having frolic emotions?
For someone extremely dear,
If you have an emotion of fear,
And eyes overflowing with tear,
It means to your heart she is incredibly dear.
So, don’t let your friend be a “house of sand”,
This even for a minute can’t stand,
Friend has to be like the sun,
They step out of your life,
Till the next morning to return…
 
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Posted by on August 19, 2011 in Poems